I have come to a stand still with packing, my room is kind of filled with boxes and crap all over my floor. I want to leave for sure, but I can't pretend like I wont miss it. I mean it was my home for a year and a half and it is where my mother and brother live. Anxious about moving back up north yes, but not anxious to have to say bye to half of my life, I'll visit of course but not being able to wake up and go hug my mom and sit down on the couch and talk or watch our favorite shows is gonna take some getting used to. I have to pack all my stuff and I just wish I could close my eyes wiggle my nose like Samantha from Bewitched and have it all packed and there waiting. Although, if I could wiggle my nose and make amazing things happen I wouldn't just move my crap from one place to another. :)
Anyway its December 1st and 30 days closer to a new year, which is kind of crazy how the time just passes by. I think this year Im actually ready to make resolutions and commit to them. Cause lets face it making a resolution to clean my room everyday when Im 16 and thinking that "it'll happen this year!" is dumb or committing to focusing on my homework and getting straight A's the last year of high school while your suffering senior-itis is near impossible. So now that Im older, ready and more mature and have at least chipped off a pocket-size piece of what real life is I think I'll make a real achievable resolution. What it is, I dont know but I'll figure it out. I have a month.
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