Hello My Friends,
An update on whats been going on.
I have been procrastinating to no end, I can't seem to focus on packing and getting it all in the boxes taped up and ready for the move. So, i've decided to just start throwing things in boxes, forget organizing. :) Im just going to throw, what's the point in organizing a box, im not going to live in the box, everything has to come out of the box anyway. Ill bubble wrap the necessaries and then throw everything else in, im so serious.
And now for my next topic:
Can someone please explain to me how people can call you their friend and yet treat you like a stranger, honestly when I make friends with people I actually consider them my friend, go figure. But yeah lately I just realized that some people who I am "friends" with are only friends with me when its convenient for them, when they need advice or sumthin. But thats ok, I guess thats the way the cookie crumbles, and I guess they don't realize they are doing it. I would just like to not invest in friendships with people who don't consider the friendship real or an actual friendship. This is not highschool, I dont want, nor do I need friends just for the count, I want real friends by my side the ones I know are going to subsequently add to my life, not drain me of the energy I have, or add nothing of value to my life. So one of my Resolutions has stemed from this little rant.
Resolution one: I will be focusing more time on myself than investing a lot of my being and energy on everyone else, get my self healthy mentally and physically first.
(This does not mean avoiding my friends, if you are my true friend you know this has nothing to do with you, but I just have been feeling like I am dishing out more than Im getting in return with some people)
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