Sunshine...

Moonlight....

Lately I have been at the stage where I know I want to move...but I'm second guessing, trying to make sure Im making the right decision. Using any signs, Lupe's Sunshine started playing, oddly enough it's one of those signs. Im looking out my window listening to the song and it feels all wrong.. and I felt this same wrong feeling while listening to it in my car...like I am not supposed to be where I was. I know, I know, moving because of a song, but its just the way I felt was not right, and it wasnt just that once instance. No one should feel like they dont belong somewhere. We all have our habitats, the places we belong, this isnt mine. 

True I have grown a lot while being here, there is no question. I have definitely become a more independent person, and I know a lot more about myself. Moving here...was not a mistake, it was necessary. Im ready to move on, to the next chapter...which i know is going to be completely difficult, but i'm ready because I know its also going to be a growing experience for me, school will not be exactly what I had dreamed about but I know life isnt supposed to be easy and one must work for their dreams, they dont just happen. 

"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you've imagined. "

Henry David Thoreau

yup, good idea Mr. Thoreau, I knew there was a reason I payed a little bit of attention in sophmore year English :P ...