Vitameatavegamin-Spoon your way to health

Im Currently getting sick. Im too stressed and can't keep my brain from thinking about everything all at once. I'm excited for tomorrow got most of the costume but now im making the cape. I have to hand sew it by halloween and I think I should be fine. 

So yeah, I'm having this convo with one of my friends about the dynamics of guys and girls, and I mean to be honest a lot of it makes sense. We dish out little clues and expect them to pick them up automatically and be the first ones to make a move, when honestly we may be the only ones noticing the clues. We then complain to our friends and tell them that "guys are clueless"  hehe. Are they.. I think our clues are too subtle. True I don't think we will ever change. Which is what I told him. Then I realized through the conversation He and I were having that honestly we are all screwed. We are too subtle and worry about the smallest of details and they are very general and not about noticing the little signs THEY NEED BIG SIGNS LEADING THEM TO WHATS GOING ON. Thats ok though. But just a little advice for the ladies and gents.

Ladies: Stop using little clues and hints to make big things happen, If you do want to give him hints and little nudges in the right direction, know its going to take you forever to reach the place your wanting to go. Be a Tad bit more obvious, because even then it may not be enough. BE BOLD :)

Gents: I think you need to stop always looking at the Big picture... Try Looking at the small details in the picture.  Its not just a picture of a park. There people running all the way in the back, the kite flying, kids playing on the see saw.. catch my drift? maybe not but the point is NOTICE the little things. 

(p.s. I realize Desi and Lucy arent the poster couple for relationships, but they were amazing beings so yeah...)

It was a Graveyard Smash

Halloween in 2 days. Out to shop for the Costume. No where to wear the costume yet. If i have to prance around Downtown... I will :)

Um dia..

Relationship: The way in which two or more objects, concepts or people are connected; The state of being connected...

On a completely different note, the world needs more Frank Sinatras... (maybe it isn't so different hehe)

Sunshine...

Moonlight....

Lately I have been at the stage where I know I want to move...but I'm second guessing, trying to make sure Im making the right decision. Using any signs, Lupe's Sunshine started playing, oddly enough it's one of those signs. Im looking out my window listening to the song and it feels all wrong.. and I felt this same wrong feeling while listening to it in my car...like I am not supposed to be where I was. I know, I know, moving because of a song, but its just the way I felt was not right, and it wasnt just that once instance. No one should feel like they dont belong somewhere. We all have our habitats, the places we belong, this isnt mine. 

True I have grown a lot while being here, there is no question. I have definitely become a more independent person, and I know a lot more about myself. Moving here...was not a mistake, it was necessary. Im ready to move on, to the next chapter...which i know is going to be completely difficult, but i'm ready because I know its also going to be a growing experience for me, school will not be exactly what I had dreamed about but I know life isnt supposed to be easy and one must work for their dreams, they dont just happen. 

"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you've imagined. "

Henry David Thoreau

yup, good idea Mr. Thoreau, I knew there was a reason I payed a little bit of attention in sophmore year English :P ...

Attack of the 50 ft woman....

Drive in movies.... bliss

Ti amo- 私は愛する。- Σας αγαπώ- Eu te amo-I love u :)

You Guys make life simply amazing....



Thank You... Sometimes I dont say it enough...

an edit: not in any particular order this is all equal love ;)

Golpe- Bolo

I've not really been getting along with the father these past few days. He just keeps throwing punches (metaphorically speaking of course) and its kind of getting exhausting...

I'm honestly trying, I have no reason to lie here..

Stairs

 So Now I am Preparing for the move Up North, Im trying to be super cautious and thoughtful of everything I'm doing. School, Moving my stuff, Figuring out if my Car will even make it... Plus the little things like making sure i get my license there, and switch my address on everything.. Also Trying to transfer my job from Here to there...Lots to think about but Im getting excited and completely ready for the cold, the tall buildings and stairs..

Yes...Stairs I havent climbed stairs since ive been here...sad I know but they are pretty rare here...Im guessing thats why there are so many Stairmasters in the Gym :P

So I have to work out my official move date which ...will probably be mid november or beginning of december, which is a lil bit of a bummer considering im missing all of the leaves changing...but oh well,  im guessing that date will be decided when everything else is worked out.. 

ANYWAY.. more later, im guessing since this is my first few days of blogging I'll have a lot to say today and tomorrow. .:) 

Things and Portuguese

Pensando...

• Moving
• Letters
• School
• Car
• Work
• Friends
• Leaves changing color
• Fresh Air
• Guys=Puzzle & They=Clueless
• Portuguese -Im Excited 

(Im pretty excited, I cant even imagine the possibilities and the new things I can be apart of if im fluent in 3 languages, of course after portuguese comes, italian...I have to try to keep myself from getting discouraged and force myself to speak it..In the end I want to go to Rio de Janeiro and stay at Ceasar's House. )

• Roadtrips :)

Where I'm Going with this...

To be Honest, I dont know where I'm going with this...

And its kind of the point I guess... So basically, It is everything. My Goal is to find myself, whatever that means. Find out who exactly I am, hopefully before time hits me, and im 21. To discover more of what I have and will become. Share my finds and my decisions in this outlet. A common outlet, one that seems to be working so well for friends and people I know. Although, they are embarking on trips and a part of life changing experiences...I would hope this blog could achieve something similar, although not as extravagant, or exotic. In the simplest terms, this blog is like any other, about me. Well the others aren't about me, but you catch my drift. :) Somedays a picture with as little as one word may be enough.

 SO now like a normal person I'll sleep...